(Source: afantasybasedonreality)
Done with tumblr for a while. Sorry about all this flip-flopping, followers. I set up my queue, so you’ll still have something from me everyday, and that should last for about 2 weeks.
I’m tired of having every move I make online monitored. I’m not angry, just really, really sad. And embarrassed. I thought I could trust you guys when you said you wouldn’t look on my blog anymore, and I especially didn’t expect it to be on an almost-daily basis. And now you’re even looking at my accounts on other websites, which I will also probably be deleting or else taking an indefinite hiatus from.
I get it: I disappointed you, and misled you, and said things I should have never shared. Believe me, I regret anything I have ever posted online. I wish you guys still loved me the same, like you did before you decided to go searching for my tumblr. But how long will it be until you let it go and forgive me and move on? I thought we were already past this—I really, really wanted us to be. Every time it’s been brought up in the past few weeks, no matter how small the remark, it’s really hurt me and I’ve tried not to show it.
Please let me have this little bit of dignity left and let me blog in peace, without all this paranoia and censorship. I know you’re just concerned, or curious, but I just desperately need some privacy. Please show me that you trust me again. If you’re that opposed to all of this, I guess I can just delete everything for good, if that will be the only way to make you happy.
I’m sorry about everything, including being too afraid to confront you about this in person and share my feelings. The last thing I want to do is hurt you even more. Please don’t be mad.
And if it makes any difference I love you very, very much and still feel as if you’re the only ones I have left in the world.
Name is Hades, Lord of the Dead. Hi, how ya doin’?
Raoul/Christine fics on ff.net : < 200
Erik/Christine fics on ff.net : > 2,000

But I mean, really, what do you write about if you leave the Phantom out of the equation? Like, “Raoul and Christine lived happily ever after once the whole Phantom debacle was over—and if you ignore the Love Never Dies trainwreck—, barring the occasional traumatic flashback or nightmare and Christine being forbidden to ever sing again. THE END”
okay my other giveaway cool i don’t really wear any of these shirts anymore/some of them I never wore at all, all of them are gently used, no tears or anything.
rules are you have to be following me and you can like and reblog as many times as you like that’s about it. I’m using a random number generator to pick the winner. it ends Saturday, June second. Whoo.
Included:
- A limited addition MCR jacket, some of the first merch they ever made (size medium, but it’s nice and baggy)
- The MCR American Widow shirt (size medium)
- The “clocks” Black Parade MCR shirt (size medium)
- House of Wolves black MCR shirt (size medium)
- Snake and Skull MCR shirt (size small)
- “Hot Mess” Cobra shirt (size medium)
- Vices and Virtues Panic! At The Disco shirt (size large, but it runs slim)
- Black and White Linkin Park shirt (size medium)
- Nightmare Avenged Sevenfold shirt (size medium)
- Batskull pink/purple Avenged Sevenfold shirt (size large, runs small)
- Avenged Sevenfold Nightmare hoodie (size medium)
- Panic! At The Disco green and purple wrist band (not pictured)
- Avenged Sevenfold Nightmare wrist band (not pictured)
- Panic! At The Disco Silver Pendant Necklace
- Also a Batman shirt because who the hell doesn’t love Batman (size small)
enjoy and may the odds be ever in your favor
okay that was gay my apologies